Through the Wilderness

Today was the beginning of a new day. A new chapter in our all our lives as we've all been changed by the loss of Janet Elizabeth Brown. Yesterday was a day of pain and sorrow as we said our final goodbyes. There were moments that it seemed we'd never get through. When there seemed to be a lack of oxygen in the air. A weight on the chest.

The funeral and graveside were extremely difficult to get through. It was strange having such a small ceremony. Just Mike and I and Diane, his parents Harold and Evelyn. Winston and the children, Daniel, Victoria, Stephen and David. Two of Winstons co-workers were also in attendance.

The service was simple. The pastor from their church spoke beautifully to all of us. Winston had thoughtfully chosen the flowers and a beautiful casket designed for a lady such as Janet. The sun was shining yesterday as if to remind us all that her soul rests well in the light of Jesus. She will always be remembered as such a dedicated mother, her children are definitely her crown of achievement. For the last few days, their love for each other was so very evident. They truly care for one another although they all live in different cities.

We were able to enjoy a long brunch with everyone before the two middle kids had to head back to university. Tomorrow, we will begin our journey back home. Our burden has been lifted, our souls filled with the everlasting peace of Jesus.

Someone said to me recently, "weddings and funerals are both important events in ones life. But funerals are good for the soul" This week I have found that to be true.