Denial. The first response to any bad news or impeding difficult situation. That's where I am at in this moment. The last couple of days I've had a dull pain in my left breast. It feels like when you have a rock in your shoe. Not high on the pain scale, but enough that it cannot be ignored. I decided yesterday that it must be ovulation hormones. But that is not the case according to my iPhone period app. So now it is time to book an appointment with the Dr. I know that I am suppose to do a self check, to look for anything the size and hardness of a pea or marble. But of course, everything feels that way. When you've been gifted with fabulous dense breasts, it makes it very difficult to discern what anything is. I will not panic. I will trust in the almighty God. If it is benign, than will have worried for nothing, if it is malignant, than I will take the next step. 'It is what it is' they say.
I will save this blog entry and not post it until I have more information, but I needed just to get it out of my system before I call my Dr's office.
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